When Your Friends Are Gone, Everything Feels Wrong

well…another blog post. i guess this is okay. few days ago 2 of my friends left because they are being transferred to a better school than the current one. mostly because of their results being good. but…i dont know it feels really wrong when your best friends started leaving, everything will go absoloutely upside down. everything that i do is wrong, what i like to do becomes the most hated stuff i do.

A Simple Sleepover

oh great another blog post. how terrific isnt it? well yeah i just had a sleepover with my friend yesterday at his house. at first i was just visiting his house since my other friends are there as well. they were playing DoTa just for fun using ad hoc wireless thing. i did join but my friend’s lapy goes a weee bit laggy and then it disconnects itself. after that its just pretty much ye olde browsing the interwebs section.

after some fun we head out to get something to drink and well we did and have some lol talk with each other. after that 2 of my friends went home since its getting late and stuff. and headed home for a moment since i need to bring my school clothing and stuff with me to his home. after that we had a little walk to the shop during the night to buy some drink ( not alcohol you bitches) just random sodas and stuff. and somehow we go for a little de-tour at the interweb cafe, not many people though..

Remystia Spray Released (out of boredom making)

well like the title says. i have released another spray. but this time its remystia. you may noticed that i used it for my signature making but i make it as a spray instead now. so here’s the download link. click on the image and you may proceed to downloading the actual spray. it works on all source game so dont worry about the screenshots being shotted in team fortress 2. because i dont have counter strike source installed

2 Hours of School wasted and a new header image.

well todays school is kinda lame though. after the assembly is done we pretty much go back to class and started to learn but today its kinda lame though. for about 4 periods NO TEACHER CAME IN!. other than finishing some extra homework that was given a week ago its pretty much boring. i would be studying something else but theres not a single book that is useful for me to read.

its kinda disappointing that 2 hours are wasted for nothing. we students in the class should be learning account and English. but nooooo. there isnt any teacher that is available that time so its gone to the trash bin where it DOESNT belong at the rightful place.

speaking of which you guys may realised that i have changed my header image. well thanks to Ippinen-Sama for his brilliant Tbar for fpsbanana i suddenly get the urge of using the Tbar as a header image. so yeah this will be my new header for the time being.

well i think thats all i can say about today. pretty boring to be honest so yeah. stay tune for more blog updates for me.

AFS High School Exchange Student Program (and random stuff)

hurray. another blog post. anyways today is something i found quite intresting. its the AFS High School Exchange Student Program. i overlooked at this from the school magazine where one of the students in my school actually participated on it. and he have managed to go America. quite an intresting story he make about what he do when he was there and so on.

well i search around the website for any clues on finding the form for it and lucky enough i found it. the application form is in .pdf format in which i need to use MR Adobe Reader to read it of course. i am thinking of asking my mom to print the pages out so i can read and probably send the application form before the 30th of april.

First Two Weeks of School is Horrible.

once again. a blog post. anyways today is halfway of week 2 of school but to tell you the truth its horrible. our class started off quite wacky actually or should i say ALL of the classes gone wacked. why? because this week we just got a new schedule for the semester. i mean ONLY 2 WEEKS OF SCHOOL AND WE HAVE TO CHANGE THE SCHEDULE? WHAT A RIP OFF!.

last week. just the first week of school, homework and homework. its too much for the first week of school. some of the subject’s homework are fine and i can pretty much finish it off but some of em is just well… stupid or should i say i cant finish it without the help of my friends or teachers since i am bad it.

the 3 new addition of the subjects im learning are pretty okay. but additional maths are just way too much for me. its too complicated for a person like myself to learn such subjects since i got a C for maths during PMR. I may need a lot of exercises and stuff to make sure i will be able to pass that subject during monthly tests and shit.

overall everything still works out around here. nothing much to do at home after finishing the homework other than feeling that slight freedom of finishing the actual homework. for now i started to play games at a lower urm.. how should i say this.. slightly shorter than usual. i used to play like 5~9 hours non-stop at home but now im pretty much play for 2~4 hours depending on the situation.

and well thats about it. thats how school works for now in this year. i just hope that i will study well (if i study any) and get good results for the monthly tests and exams.

IV Premier For 2010 (Maybe)

Okay so i am already home and just got into this here pc because my bro was too busy watching kamen rider. anyways now i know my class for 2010 in which it will be 4 Premier. its an accounting class which is still okay. i am thinking to change my class to 4 Gamma in which its science accounting which is also an accounting class but its mixed with science too.

And if i try to change my class to 4 Gamma my chance of getting in that class is pretty low because my grades aren’t so good with maths and science. and if i get that class i would be lucky too. i can only hope that i will get that class and try to be the best among them

well nothing else to say much. i guess i’ll end today’s post.

School starts today

well its 5 AM right now and its 4th of january. that means that school is starting. cant wait for school to start today in which i get to know my new class. i dont know whether i will be staying in the same class with my friends but thats what i hoped for since i wont get so lonely in the class.

either way school will help me reduce my boredom and i need to pretty much go nuts on learning again. good things first that even if my bro is at home i can still play the pc when he is asleep or what not.

New Year means new hope.

Well today its officially 2010. and well its nothing personal to me since theres not much to do during the new year other than doing the usual stuff at home. this is a new year in which it means new hope for me. i will be getting a new class this year and probably miss my good friends and stuff since they may move to a new school because their grades are better than mine.

i only get 4A’s for my PMR result and i am thinking of taking account classes for this year in which is better than class that only needs people failing or merely passing PMR. and i do wish that my grades will improve a lot this year because next year its SPM and it means more things to learn and it will be the true test that will determine how my life will be after finishing high school.

In other things i am still trying to make sprays but i suck at finding good backgrounds for them. i already have 2 renders ready out to make sprays but the problem here is that i cant find a proper background for it. possible reasons is that i cant really remember what kind of background the renders will fit or how the character’s origin is. hopefully i will get the spray’s done and at least be better than my last time.

Speaking about Osu!. i am still trying to get Number 1 in Malaysia but thats a longshot. im currently busy with life that i have little time to rack up a lot of points for osu. and i still have my map needs to be fixed and be ranked as soon as possible since its already have a high priority rate which is a good thing too.

And thats all for today. i just wanna say Happy New Year to everyone including my friends,online friends and family. lets hope that this year will bring good luck and happiness. (darkness is for me)

Guro? HehehehahaahAHHAHAHAAAAAAHAHAHAHA!

well yes something turned wrong on me. i’ve started to like guro stuff. especially when it comes to animes Higurashi No Naku Koro Ni makes it everythinb better. that anime is sooo awesome and it fits my style of liking guro. IRL im just a normal person hiding my true identity but when it comes to pc oh wow. you dont wanna see how i changed a lot more than you can ever imagine..

anyways thats all im gonna say since im pretty much out of ideas. on what to write. on the other note heres some guro stuff from gelbooru.

hehehehehehehahahahHHhAHAAHAHAHAHAHAAHHHHHHHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAA!